I dont get what is wrong with me?????? Like ahskflsja ugh
it’s nice how people say the past is in the past
and how you can move on easily if you really want it too
Oh great i can feel like that this week more like rest of the year is going to suck for mee…just great….
Do you ever just feel like you want to cry but you know or feel like it’s not the right time?????
- lypophrenia: a feeling of sadness seemingly without a cause
- drapetomania: an overwhelming urge to run away
- escapism: a mental desire to retreat from unpleasant realities through fantasy
- wanderlust: a desire to travel, to understand one’s very existence
- dysania: the state of finding it difficult to get out of bed in the morning
- sanctuary: a small safe place in a troubling world
- metathesiophobia: fear of change
Ugh its 2 am i feel so alone and empty inside and i wanna let every tiny thing inside of me to explode because i cant contain this anymore. I keep lying to myself that im not sad/depressed anymore but who am i kidding.
I just want to feel whole again and a good long peaceful sleep would be great too.
Idk what to do i feel like a working machine constantly.
Every year on my birthday I always promise myself to change for the better
and guess what?
it n e v e r works out!
My awesome week consisted of